Friday, December 28, 2007

Discovering the Art of Masturbation

Since my last post was from the early parts of my life, and I am as much as I’d like to stay chronological, let me tell you the time I was starting to discover my body and the pleasures brought by discovering it.

It was around the time I was 12 when I first got the taste of how to reach orgasm on my own. I noticed how my pussy throbs every time I see a steamy scene from a movie. Sometimes just by kissing passionately, but always occurs when the kissing becomes a bed scene. My mom often covers my eyes when a sexy scene comes up, but this doesn’t always happen. And when I chance upon seeing it completely it steams up a sensation in me. Strangely I feel like my pussy moves on its own, opening and closing like a heartbeat. Sometimes it moves so fast my cunt gets moist.

When night comes I think about the scene I saw from the movie and relive it in my head. Again, the same throbbing sensation awakens and since the lights are out and I am under my blankets, I am free to move my hips and cross my legs tight enough to squeeze it. Soon I discovered that doing this in a jabbing manner as my legs tightens and lets go then repeating the procedure over and over increases the excitement. The heat encircles in me and I soon find my pace gradually becoming faster. As my hips move to the tempo, I feel my growing boobs shaking. To prevent from shaking the bed too much I hold on to my breasts only to realize that holing it makes my nipples grow stiff. Over time I learned that rubbing my nipples at the same beat adds more exhilaration. Then wetness builds up in me to the point that I couldn’t hold on to it and I explode! It felt almost like pissing but only in a very very small amount. I always hear my heart pounding so loud and hard after this that I fear somebody might hear it. Then I stay still for a few minutes as I swallow a big gulp of saliva stuck in my mouth. I guess this shows that while I was in limbo all my other senses stops.

For a few years after that I have this secret ritual before going to sleep. If I wasn’t able to watch a movie I make up a story in my mind. I have always felt guilty after that scenario, but I was so gratified that even if I prayed that I won’t do it again, I still do.

There was a time that I wasn’t able to do this for days, I think even weeks. I always stay up because of homework and I always fall asleep right away. One weekend I woke up with the urge of finally doing it again. I was aching to feel that sensation but whatever I think or imagine, it’s not waking up my senses. I was squeezing my pussy with my legs but I feel some sort of emptiness. So I stood out of bed and went straight to the videotapes of my mom. Where is that James Bond movie that has an erotic bed scene? I roamed around the house and saw that I was alone. So it seems.

I run through the videotapes again and I saw the one I was looking for. I hurriedly knelled on the couch and removed my panties, and since I just woke up, I was still wearing an over sized shirt. It felt cold under that shirt with nothing beneath. I sat eagerly upright and played the movie. I forwarded, searching for the scene and when it was familiarly near, I crossed my legs and started squeezing my pussy again. My cunt felt all moist soon as I hear the girl moaning and I would silently like to moan too, but I was preventing myself from making any sound. I was almost til my climax as my head felt like spinning and my eyes glued to the scene of two people fucking in the dark. I closed my eyes and replayed the moans in my head as I slowly felt my cum was all coming out of my pussy wetting my inner thighs. As I opened my eyes catching my breath, I hugged the square pillow behind me.

But just as I was getting comfy with my position, “Boo!” Angelo, my brother’s friend jumped behind the couch where I was seated! He was five years older than me and I was so shocked that I ran to my room as he was laughing trying so hard to conceal my panties inside my fist. My brother showed up from the garage and asked Angelo what happened. I didn’t care to listen to his reply as I locked my door and never knew if he saw or felt or knew what I just did.

After that day I swore I would never do that again. But I guess, time heals pains and embarrassments that until now, I confess that masturbating is one of my guilty passions.

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Blogger Attila said...

wow that was nice..

but as they stay, to steal is not a crime, but to get caught stealing is!

so continue with it..

Aug 14, 2008, 11:52:00 AM  
Blogger Daisy said...

And if you're the one who catches me, would I mind being a criminal over and over? mmmm......

Sep 1, 2008, 11:26:00 PM  
Blogger Attila said...

you shouldn't.. err.. that rule must apply only if the legislature, the executive and the judiciary is a generation elder..

btw, thanks for visting my blog, at least you understood the language, but its called 'Hindi' and not 'Indian'

Sep 2, 2008, 9:59:00 PM  
Blogger Attila said...

sample this poem from my blog:

"The smooth ivory neck,
With black, silky vines hanging down,
Ensnaring boys and men, all alike.

The eyes so deep,
An endless gaze,
Yet reach not I, to their end.

Those lips red and rosy,
Guarding teeth so pearly
That voice so soft and mushy.

The bubbly laughter-
Tingles in my ears,
Like the temple bells.

Those cheeks, so wide and smooth
Not a scratch, not a bump-
Far apart, from the beholder.

The chin so sublime,
Nothing compares,
In nature similar.

So perfect a figurine,
Cherished she must be,
Like an oyster does a pearl."

It was written for a Hindi filmstar though, but you can keep it if you like it.

Sep 2, 2008, 10:01:00 PM  
Blogger Daisy said...

Aww I thought it was for me. But it is still right? Mooches for you Babe! Can I repost this on my other blog where I place some emails too?

This is really really sweet! Gee I think I'm attracting poets over here. And I find poets to have sexy minds!


Sep 4, 2008, 3:40:00 AM  
Blogger Attila said...

Yup.. u can go ahead with that.. but one thing.. I'm not a babe!

Just give due credits @ an easily visible place in the post.

Sep 4, 2008, 2:58:00 PM  
Blogger Daisy said...

Oh Attila! I know you are a sexy hunk! Your words show how strong and huge you are! Please punish me for calling you "babe" will you give my naughty ass a hot whip?

Sep 8, 2008, 5:15:00 PM  
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Blogger Daisy said...

I don't really mind spammers I just don't click them. So bye now Viagra bot! And hmm... add that to reading my story and I'm pretty sure you get a blast huh! *wink*

Jul 31, 2009, 10:44:00 PM  
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